Do you ever pinch yourself to be coaching a club where an unhealthy obsession with ''stability" at all costs stemming from an irrational fear of the now distant past combined with a blind acceptance of mediocrity from both the administration and a large segment of the fan base due to constant irrelevant comparisons to the poor performances your predecessors rather than more relevant comparisons to the achievements of your recent & current peers has enabled you to last this long despite not having any real success?