Cousins v Judd: a sweet script indeed
Tim Clarke | March 23, 2009 - 10:53AM
Ben Cousins lines up against former team-mate Chris Judd on Thursday night.
Ben Cousins has spoken of his relief at being out of his Perth "cell" - and said he could not think of a better comeback to the AFL than against his former captain and Eagles premiership team-mate Chris Judd.
A tumultuous two years for Cousins will pass its next milestone on Thursday when he plays his first AFL game since September 2007, in his new colours of Richmond against Carlton and their skipper.
And speaking on Melbourne radio this morning, Cousins said his move from WA had returned him to the structure he needed - after a year he compared to being in a jail cell waiting for a verdict to be passed on his future.
"I love it (in Melbourne) - the last 18 months in Perth I did not have any real structure in my life and I was just sitting around waiting for people to make a verdict on my future," Cousins said.
"It just felt like I was stuck in a cell.
"That is no disrespect to the people in Perth because they have been fantastic to me, but it is part of having a new routine, living in Melbourne with different local coffee shops that I can go to.
"And being back at a footy club in Richmond where I am really enjoying just rocking up to footy and having something to do every day.
"I am back on autopilot - places to be, just a bit of structure … especially when you are dealing with what I am dealing with you have got to second guess every decision you make."
Cousins' life of drama has seen him tear a hamstring in what turned out to be his final game for West Coast, get arrested in front of TV cameras on a Perth street, receive the sack from the club and a 12-month suspension from the AFL and then battle drug addiction in the public gaze.
His chance at footballing redemption came with the last choice of the final draft late last year, when Terry Wallace and the Tigers took a chance after St Kilda, Collingwood and Brisbane all turned Cousins down.
The Brownlow medallist said being picked up ahead of dozens of youngsters who had never played a game of AFL had been humbling.
"I was the last man drafted in the last draft," Cousins told Nova 100.
"I was on tenterhooks until late the night before, and I had a gut feeling I would not get picked and I was prepared for that.
"Anything could have happened the way things played out, and that was a humbling experience.
"The 90 kids around the country that had never played the game before got picked up before I did, and it takes awhile to get your head around.
"And that in itself was an indication my situation was a lot bigger than just a football decision."
Now with his own football decisions to make, Cousins said he could not wait to play again, and to face Judd in his first game back was the perfect script.
"It is exciting. In some respects it has been a long 18 months, and in others it has gone really quickly," Cousins said.
"I have enjoyed a really long and great career at West Coast, but with the circumstances that happened I can't think of a better way to resume my career than experiencing footy in Melbourne and at Richmond, one of the real traditional clubs.
"Twelve months ago I was at a mates place to watch Juddy play his first game (at Carlton) now I am getting ready to play against the skip … I could not ask for it to work out any better.
"I have not spoken to him for a week and a half, let the dust settle and I will see him out there Thursday night.
"But I am really looking forward to playing against him - but probably not quite as much as I look forward to playing with him."
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